New beginnings or something like that

So my blog is an old place that has quite a bit of dust on it, it seems.

I'm posting now mostly because I need to make Austin LISTEN TO FUCKING KE$HA LIKE RIGHT NOW.

So I might post more, depending on how the school year goes.

Fun times!

WOAH.

So, it's been a really long time, and a lot of shit has happened.
I had a new girlfriend, and things were going really well.

Then she cheated on me and everything went downhill from there.

Now I'm settled on never talking to her ever again, and I'm fine with it.

So anyway, I'm basically over her already.

My logic behind it is, why should I waste time, energy and thought processes on someone who'll only hurt me in the end?

The answer?
I shouldn't.

Therefore, I'm pushing myself past this.

I kinda already have my eyes on someone else... but I doubt anything'll spring out of it.

We were really close once, and we had fantastic conversations back in the day.

But she got really mad because of something did, and we stopped talking after that.

Since then, we've made up and are at least civil, but I don't think she thinks anything of it.

So far, I want to get closer to her and at least have good conversations again...

And after that, anything can happen, right?

I guess we'll just have to see.

Oh,

P.S.

New song of the week is Six Days Remix (feat. Mos Def) by DJ Shadow vs. Annie's horn by D-Code. It's a song from DJ Hero, but I like it because it's ridonkulously catchy.

(:

Song of the Week.

I know it's been more than a week, but I don't care.

This song needs no explanation.

Song of the Week.

This song isn't for most of the people I know. 

I just fucking love this song right now.

If anyone who reads this happens to like it,

Other good songs are 

Sequoia Throne, Bloodmeat and Blindfolds Aside.

Those songs are equally as awesome.

I love Protest the Hero.

Deal with it.

Warmness on the Soul.

This song... It's beautiful.

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide. And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I wish I could write music like this.

Second Chances.

Second chances are very weird things.

On one hand, if you accidentally did something to someone that you didn't mean to do and you really want to be friends with them, second chances are good.

On the other hand, they're in short supply.

People don't like giving out second chances.

I, however, don't blow things into disrepair so that you even need a second chance.

And if someone fucks up bad enough to make me even think about a second chance, there's no way I'm giving one.

I'm very lenient with them, I've only had 2 or 3 people that pissed me off enough for me to enforce this, and they were all a long time ago.

Now to rant about YouTube.

I don't know if it's about YouTube or the video itself, but YT won't let me upload anything.

At all.

And it sucks, because I just got a really good achievement.

and no one can see it yet.

FFFFFFFFF-

Apologies.

I apologized for everything I did. I took it all back. I admitted she didn't deserve it.

What do you want from me?

Everyone freaks out every once in a while.

Why am I not allowed?

She won't ever even know I said any of that.

I deleted it, it's a thing of the past.

I'm sorry about ever saying it.

If that's not enough, maybe this was all a waste of time.