I'm so fucking weak.
I'm a loser.
I don't even care if anyone says otherwise, because I know that no one actually cares about me.
Who would?
I fucking mooch off of people, and then don't let them return the favour.
I take, and take, and take until there's no more. Then I move on.
Why do I have to be such a fuck up?
Why do I have to fall so easily?
I fall way too far into love, I care too much.
I can't fucking get over her.
She basically just agreed with all the things I just said,
It's obvious she doesn't want me.
She obviously thinks I'm a huge loser.
Even though I know all these things,
Why do I want her so much?
Because she makes me feel right, and I can't imagine life without her.
Yeah. I'm a loser.
I follow my heart.
all I can say about this, regardless if you want me to or not
ReplyDeleteI just had to say this:
what does being sad do for you?
It does worlds. It separates my real friends from the fake ones. It makes me realize how lucky I am to have some of the things I have. It does many things. Why do you ask.
ReplyDeleteBecause honestly, no, being sad doesn't do anything for you.
ReplyDeletethinking about the situation, however, does.
but you can be neutral and think about the situation
you don't have to dwell on self pity and things like "i'm pathetic, i have no friends, nobody cares about me" because when you do that, (being sad) you shut yourself off to any consolation or anything because, in fact, you find people that care about you in the weirdest places. It's usually the people that can familiarize themselves with you.
But yeah, if it does anything for you, I do care for you, even if you feel like nobody does. I always will. I don't want you to be sad.
That's why I ask.